still focusing

29Aug11

I have written before about my quest for focus, and I wish I could report that I am more focused than ever and that is why I have neglected my few faithful readers. But then I would be an unfocused liar.

I am at the point in my life where I know I need to “grow up.” I need to find more grounding and FOCUS and blah blah blah. And I want to. I really do.

But I am also at a point in my life where changing jobs would result in homelessness, and I don’t know if my job is giving me what I need or want. And each day, it seems as though it is giving me less and less.

So here I am. Working on my masters degree, trying to figure out what I want to be “when I grow up,” and finding my place in this big crazy world.

The entire time listening to society tell me I need a man. I am not saying I don’t want one, but I don’t need the world telling me I need someone who doesn’t seem to want/need me in return.

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